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painful jealousy
lol this song still invokes it... when this movie was released XB had just got married, gone on honeymoon, and as per the latest news report (small town specialty), watched this movie with his new wife. A friend of mine had also got married then and was raving about the movie to me, all love in her eyes. Everyone around me was getting married. The songs of this movie were all over. So finally I went to watch it too. The movie also had the frigging plot of a newly married couple, married under weird circumstances, and falling in love. I imagined XB and his wife in love and happy, and was filled with a torturous rage. The thought was baseless coz I had myself begun a relationship with xh by then and was completely crazy about him. But still, I guess the stamp of marriage that XB had was what made me jealous. That torture lol. Years later, I find nothing of the sort happened. They were not a typical newlywed happy couple (unfortunately my shadow was that dark). On the contrary, it was XB who was devastated when he learned of XH and me. While I was jealous about the 'marriage' stamp, in his mind, he had just gotten married, not 'replaced' me. He would have been fine if I had married in a loveless arranged marriage too. But no, I was roaming all over the town with another guy. LOL.
Makes you realize how you should not let your imagination run like wild horses, even though i am a repeat offender of that. ya ok, i am wasting a beautiful saturday. Should go out and do something productive.
Makes you realize how you should not let your imagination run like wild horses, even though i am a repeat offender of that. ya ok, i am wasting a beautiful saturday. Should go out and do something productive.
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Beatrix Kiddo wrote:lol this song still invokes it... when this movie was released XB had just got married, gone on honeymoon, and as per the latest news report (small town specialty), watched this movie with his new wife. A friend of mine had also got married then and was raving about the movie to me, all love in her eyes. Everyone around me was getting married. The songs of this movie were all over. So finally I went to watch it too. The movie also had the frigging plot of a newly married couple, married under weird circumstances, and falling in love. I imagined XB and his wife in love and happy, and was filled with a torturous rage. The thought was baseless coz I had myself begun a relationship with xh by then and was completely crazy about him. But still, I guess the stamp of marriage that XB had was what made me jealous. That torture lol. Years later, I find nothing of the sort happened. They were not a typical newlywed happy couple (unfortunately my shadow was that dark). On the contrary, it was XB who was devastated when he learned of XH and me. While I was jealous about the 'marriage' stamp, in his mind, he had just gotten married, not 'replaced' me. He would have been fine if I had married in a loveless arranged marriage too. But no, I was roaming all over the town with another guy. LOL.
Makes you realize how you should not let your imagination run like wild horses, even though i am a repeat offender of that. ya ok, i am wasting a beautiful saturday. Should go out and do something productive.
I will leave it to other "esteemed" SuCHers and not comment on this one. In any case, what is the prognosis for "fb" and "fh" ?
Marathadi-Saamiyaar- Posts : 17675
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Re: painful jealousy
When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
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Kinnera wrote:When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
>>> Why, what happened? 'hope everything is okay!
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Kinnera wrote:When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
That was all once upon a time....
Anyway... where r u going.. dont tell me you found a BF...or busy with the second coming.
Marathadi-Saamiyaar- Posts : 17675
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Age : 110
Re: painful jealousy
Oh nothing happened. It's just a routine thing. I take breaks and come back again after sometime. As long as i don't peek in, i should be fine. Else, i get tempted to post .Seva Lamberdar wrote:Kinnera wrote:When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
>>> Why, what happened? 'hope everything is okay!
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nah...i'm keeping the spot open for you uppili .Marathadi-Saamiyaar wrote:Kinnera wrote:When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
That was all once upon a time....
Anyway... where r u going.. dont tell me you found a BF...or busy with the second coming.
Anyway, in case you are coming to Atl, do let me know through BK. She can message me on my fb.
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Kinnera wrote:
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
Lol. It must be all that blissfulness that you were feeling in the poem thread. Makes sense.
garam-kuta- Posts : 676
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Why ball-less coward, you seem to be so gleeful that i am taking a break.Veeu wrote:Kinnera wrote:
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
Lol. It must be all that blissfulness that you were feeling in the poem thread. Makes sense.
I am so glad i am not you. You shld be so ashamed of yourself.
I think this will be my last message before the break. 5 was my deadline here. Glad i had my last word with you. Take care, barking naayi.
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dogs are very sweet. calling someone a dog, especially someone who loves dogs (if veeu is indeed GC) is hardly an insult.
MaxEntropy_Man- Posts : 14702
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Re: painful jealousy
MaxEntropy_Man wrote:dogs are very sweet. calling someone a dog, especially someone who loves dogs (if veeu is indeed GC) is hardly an insult.
I am not GC. Just because I posted a poem, it is funny how people think that I am GC.
For the record, that poem is not mine. I got it from here and modified it.
http://anti-joke.com/anti-joke/popular/47171-roses-are-red-violets-are-blue-a-face-like-yours-belongs-in-a-zoo-don-t-you-worry-i-ll-be-there-too-not-in-the-cage
garam-kuta- Posts : 676
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Re: painful jealousy
Veeu wrote:MaxEntropy_Man wrote:dogs are very sweet. calling someone a dog, especially someone who loves dogs (if veeu is indeed GC) is hardly an insult.
I am not GC. Just because I posted a poem, it is funny how people think that I am GC.
For the record, that poem is not mine. I got it from here and modified it.
http://anti-joke.com/anti-joke/popular/47171-roses-are-red-violets-are-blue-a-face-like-yours-belongs-in-a-zoo-don-t-you-worry-i-ll-be-there-too-not-in-the-cage
You coward.... no guns for you.
Marathadi-Saamiyaar- Posts : 17675
Join date : 2011-04-30
Age : 110
Re: painful jealousy
Kinnera wrote:When you love someone truly, you should wish good things for them, even if they don't become yours, no? Ideally! It would be so mean to wish that the other person doesn't get the love.
I remember that this is the first movie that my brother and SIL went to for the first time after marriage, at their honeymoon in ooty. They were raving about Rahman's music. I think that's his first.
PS: I am thinking of taking a break. Hope to stay away for quite sometime. Later...
I didn't wish them bad. It was just painful at the time. I think it took me almost a year to fully get over it. Took him 6-7 years.
Take your break. Enjoy. It's easy for people who only know you online to think that all your decisions are based on stuff they know online. Needs a deeper mind to realize it could be something completely unrelated and personal.
If veeu is gc I will be surprised. Have done nothing to him online or offline for him to turn this way. He doesn't look like the troll kind either. For sometime I thought it could be that black swan dude whoever he was. He sometimes did things just for the drama. But why gc? Doesn't add up. If he is doing this based on stuff he heard offline then I doubt his judgement. He seemed more leveled than that.
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Marathadi-Saamiyaar wrote:
I will leave it to other "esteemed" SuCHers and not comment on this one. In any case, what is the prognosis for "fb" and "fh" ?
lol saw this just now. no cb ch fb fh business. am done.
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>>>This guy's dad acts in serials and looks like my maternal grandfather, at least as I remember him. That's pretty much all I can contribute to this tangled tale of XBs and XHs. T- dub, with so many Xs, your life seems like a math problemBeatrix Kiddo wrote:lol this song still invokes it... when this movie was released XB had just got married, gone on honeymoon, and as per the latest news report (small town specialty), watched this movie with his new wife. A friend of mine had also got married then and was raving about the movie to me, all love in her eyes. Everyone around me was getting married. The songs of this movie were all over. So finally I went to watch it too. The movie also had the frigging plot of a newly married couple, married under weird circumstances, and falling in love. I imagined XB and his wife in love and happy, and was filled with a torturous rage. The thought was baseless coz I had myself begun a relationship with xh by then and was completely crazy about him. But still, I guess the stamp of marriage that XB had was what made me jealous. That torture lol. Years later, I find nothing of the sort happened. They were not a typical newlywed happy couple (unfortunately my shadow was that dark). On the contrary, it was XB who was devastated when he learned of XH and me. While I was jealous about the 'marriage' stamp, in his mind, he had just gotten married, not 'replaced' me. He would have been fine if I had married in a loveless arranged marriage too. But no, I was roaming all over the town with another guy. LOL.
Makes you realize how you should not let your imagination run like wild horses, even though i am a repeat offender of that. ya ok, i am wasting a beautiful saturday. Should go out and do something productive.
Kris- Posts : 5460
Join date : 2011-04-28
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Kris wrote:
>>>This guy's dad acts in serials and looks like my maternal grandfather, at least as I remember him. That's pretty much all I can contribute to this tangled tale of XBs and XHs. T- dub, with so many Xs, your life seems like a math problem
these days you play a song, and youtube will keep playing songs from its own list as long as you have not unchecked the automatic setting. That's how i came across this song, felt the same discomfort of Jan '94, and wrote about it. i blabber this way.
and haha at a math problem, you ain't know nothing yet. aha, some of the stuff i have done... atleast 1 would have sent me to a court, if caught. Wait... 2. Hmm make it 3. (not exactly proud of it ).
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>>T-dub,Beatrix Kiddo wrote:Kris wrote:
>>>This guy's dad acts in serials and looks like my maternal grandfather, at least as I remember him. That's pretty much all I can contribute to this tangled tale of XBs and XHs. T- dub, with so many Xs, your life seems like a math problem
these days you play a song, and youtube will keep playing songs from its own list as long as you have not unchecked the automatic setting. That's how i came across this song, felt the same discomfort of Jan '94, and wrote about it. i blabber this way.
and haha at a math problem, you ain't know nothing yet. aha, some of the stuff i have done... atleast 1 would have sent me to a court, if caught. Wait... 2. Hmm make it 3. (not exactly proud of it ).
Let's just say I have forgotten more than you can remember.
Kris- Posts : 5460
Join date : 2011-04-28
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